Sunday, January 3, 2010

i [heart] your holes.

We were snuggling on the couch enjoying our time together with no kids under foot. Pizza, movies and pajamas rounded out the night.

With full tummies and one movie out of the way, we lounged on the couch. His head laid on my chest as we talked about silly and sappy things. The kind of things that young lovers say to each other that makes cynics roll their eyes. It is still the kind of stuff we say on a daily basis even after three years together.

In the middle of our cheesy banter, he mentioned that he didn't want me to break his heart.

I said, " I can't ever do that. I love your heart whole."

Without missing a beat, he quipped, " I heart your holes."
It made me giggle for hours. And hours.

I could see it on a t-shirt, so I made one! You can buy it. Maybe it will make you and yours giggle too.




Friday, January 1, 2010

weight

**Originally posted by me elsewhere on April 27, 2009. Enjoy!***

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i need you. so very much need you.

A text message sent in a rush amidst the wild antics of a child playing in the background, dinner needing to be cooked and regular life beckoning all around. It doesn't convey the urgency that brews beneath my skin.

We've lived apart for so long. Distance is nothing new. Some days are easy. Others, like today, are difficult. Every thought, every movement, every decision feels heavy in his absence. Life seems to stand still, yet painfully moves forward out of necessity. Need is simply not a large enough word to carry the weight of my desires today.

It is as if every nerve in my body stings and itches. Every muscle fiber tenses and twitches. My breath feels slow and heavy as if I am choking under the sheer weight of my own desire. I close my eyes to blink, and I can see my body moving to open for him. I can see myself splayed out in an offering to him. I can feel my back arch to receive his touches. I can feel his heat and his breath against my check. In that split second, I am lost in a world of haze and lust. Keeping my focus and composure presents a challenge in a world where such desire is frowned upon.

In the lulls between the chaos of life, I allow the wave to pass over me. I can feel my head lay back to allow his legs to straddle me as his cock parts my lips and pushes through my teeth. I feel the tears well up and the moisture growing between my legs. The gentle twitch and pulse of my clit against my panties is painful, which only serves to arouse me more.

If I could open my skin and allow him to touch every nerve in my body, I would welcome it. If I could spread my legs wide and open my pussy and allow him to gaze upon me, I would feel the moisture grow and flow from me under his watchful eye. I would revel in his presence. I would give myself over to him completely to consume as he chooses.

That is what I need—for him to lift me up and heal me, to taste me and savor me, to linger and admire me, to love me and worship me. There must be a bigger word than need.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

hunger

**This was posted by me elsewhere in August, 2008. Enjoy!**

I watched him all day. I could kiss him, but not too much. I could touch him, but not too much. I could smell him, but I couldn't bury my face in his neck and get carried away by his scent. I had to maintain control. It made me hungry. With each passing moment, I grew hungrier and hungrier.

After a long day with family and kids, we made our way to bed well after midnight. We stood on our opposite sides of the bed and removed our clothes. Calmly we lifted the sheets and climbed into bed. We were exhausted, but I was still hungry. The calmness in the room belied the hunger raging inside of me.

Lying in bed together, his scent floated over me again. Our hands and legs touched, and the softness of his skin gave me chills. Instinct took over.

I needed to taste him. I needed to feel the head of his cock on my tongue.

I moved to kneel between his thighs. I wanted to please him and feel his heat. I took his cock into my mouth making it slick and dripping. I flicked the underside of his shaft and felt him twitch when I would hit that sweet spot. His reactions fueled me. I wanted to give him everything he had ever asked for. Eagerly, I continued my ministrations. I alternated between sucking hard, licking and stroking his cock. One moment, I focused on the head of cock, swollen and beautiful. The next, I would take him fully into my throat until I would gag causing me to drool copiously soaking his cock. All the while, my tongue was in constant motion.

He behaved uncharacteristically. Usually, he would grab my hair and push his cock deep in my throat, but this time he laid there. He moaned his approval. Though I typically submit to him, his position beneath me made me want to take the control that I rarely have. Yet, at the same time, I wanted to give him the things he has asked for in the past. He must have sensed my increased arousal as his cock grew harder in my mouth. My hunger grew exponentially, and I could no longer contain myself. In one swift movement, I sat up on my heels and brought my hand up and smacked the inside of his thigh. His body recoiled as he let out a cry of surprise and pain. His response gave me chills as I slapped the inside of the opposite thigh.

For what seemed like an hour, I alternated between slapping his thighs repeatedly and sucking his cock. I could feel the heat radiating from his thighs, and even in the dim light, I could see the glowing redness. With each strike, his cock grew harder. I had never seen his cock so hard before. My cunt was dripping down my thighs with my arousal. I had to have him.

Rising up to straddle him, his cock slid into my slick hot cunt easily. I felt an instant sense of relief. I braced myself against his chest. My fingers dug in. I rode him in long hard strokes as my clit ground into his pubic bone. I felt his cock pulse deep inside of me, and I knew he could no longer hold it in.

"That's it. Give me your cum. Fill me. Give it to me." I growled.

Instantly, I felt the warmth of his seed pour into me. His fluids mixed with my own and began to flood out of me. I ground into him harder and came hard against him.

I collapsed into his arms and soon fell into the deepest sleep I have ever known.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

Blind Faith

**This was originally posted by me elsewhere on August 17, 2008. Enjoy!**
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah


Hallelujah ~performed by Jeff Buckley (written by Leonard Cohen)

That night that he held me and slid into me slowly I knew that my life had changed forever. Every breath that I drew was his. Every beat of my heart was his. He became my religion. I put all of my faith in him, my heart in his hands.

It seemed an impossible moment. We had met under the least favorable of circumstances. Two friends seeking attention to ease the unbearable heart-ache of broken marriages. We weren't supposed to fall in love. We were not the kind of people that deserved to be loved so intently. We were cheats and liars.

But, that is what the world sees from the outside: people undeserving of love and trust. The non-believers denounce us as frauds. They fear us because they do not understand the power of faith and true love, but our hearts know the truth. After all, that is what faith is: to believe in something even when there seems no reason to believe.

Nearly, two years after that first night, we still live hundreds of miles apart, yet I am in awe of this love that has grown, and the sense of hope it brings. When we are apart, I can feel his spirit inside of me. When we are together, we express our love whole-heartedly. Every look, every smile, every touch, every breath brings me closer to God. We offer our very souls to one another and never flinch when it is taken.

This is true faith, blind faith. He is my religion, and I believe in him. Hallelujah.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

adoration

He slipped on one of his new cock rings. He doesn't need one. I adore his cock, and its clockwork like erections. I adore its arrow like straightness and its consistent determination, but feeling it grow harder still against my thigh made my cunt weep.
 
His cock bulged with a new intensity. Its veins rippled, and the head grew an angry shade of purple. I had to have it. I wanted to feel this new intensity inside of me. I wanted to fuck him until he gave me his cum. I wanted to feel it trickle out of my cunt. I wanted my clit bathed in its warmth. I wanted to come with his cum.
 
As I threw a leg over him and felt him slip inside of me, I felt myself slip away. I felt driven to grind into him. Harder. Faster. My jaw clenched, and my blood boiled. I could hear my blood pulsing through my body. I could feel my skin become warm and slick as my first orgasm crashed through me. My arms shook to hold my weight up as I felt weakened by my orgasm, but I couldn't stop. I wanted to grind harder. I wanted my cunt to burn from the friction. 
 
I put my hands on his chest to give me leverage to push back harder. The world around me grew dim. His face was blurry. My throat was hot. I swallowed and clenched my jaws. I felt my cunt clench around his cock as he grew harder still and pulsed inside of me.  My finger dug into his chest as the room grew blacker. He came deep inside of me, his body tightening and shuddering beneath me. The warmth of his cum forced another orgasm from my raw clit as my hands beat into his chest.
 
I collapsed against him. Filled. Raw. Satisfied.

Monday, December 21, 2009

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